Stop blaming God for this. For what? For the hard stuff in your life that is the result of your sin you won’t turn away from. Clearly a zillion things in this world are the result of the evil in this world and the trials of this life. But sometimes our troubles are the result of our sin and refusal to repent and turn to the Lord Jesus Christ.
Search your heart, friend. Pray, pray, pray. If the Lord shows you that the problems you are facing are because of your sin, humble yourself before God, seek His forgiveness, make the changes you need to make, and be thankful for God’s love, mercy, and forgiveness.
Oh, cry out to the Lord in prayer. AMEN!
“If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” 1 John 1:8-9 NKJV