God taught me long ago transparency may be hard at times but that He can use it to help others. So here is my confession with the hope God will use it in your life to help you not do what I have done at times. Sometimes over the years I have clearly heard from God concerning His will for me but pretended and/or convinced myself I did not hear from God and pridefully rebelled against Him and done what I wanted to do not what God wanted me to do.
Praise the Lord in His love and mercy and patience with me He led me to repentance when I needed it, and now I am on a mission in my exceeding love for the Lord Jesus Christ to stop pretending and/or convincing myself I did not hear from God and to seek Him, hear Him, and humble myself and obey Him. No matter the cost to my flesh.
Friend, please join me in this mission.
“I delight to do Your will, O my God, And Your law is within my heart.”” Psalms 40:8 NKJV