You may absolutely love something and can’t imagine taking another breath or step in your life without it, but if it goes against God’s will for you then you need to turn away from it. You need to let it go. You need to say goodbye. And you need to choose the will of God for your life instead.
The Lord Jesus Christ will give you the strength to let go if you cry out to Him. Cry out to the Lord with all your might for any and all help you need in letting it go. Read the Bible and find strength and hope and directions for your life in it. And reach out to strong Jesus followers to love and support and pray for and encourage you as you turn from what you need to let go and turn to the Lord and His will for you! Amen!
“But He gives more grace. Therefore He says: “GOD RESISTS THE PROUD, BUT GIVES GRACE TO THE HUMBLE.” Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded.” James 4:6-8 NKJV